I’m not sure how I always forget about yanno… hormones, but yet, they manage to sneak up and club me every.single.month. You’d think after 17 years or so I’d remember, but nooo. That would make too much sense.
What can be inferred by that is that I’m feeling mildly better today, as if the ground is a little bit firmer. It’s probably not that much better, but little improvements are a big deal down in the dumps. It gives that modicum more energy and get up and go to help getting the basics done. And hey, functionality — that’s always a big deal, ha ha. But perhaps one can see what I’m doing here — I’m taking little positive baby steps to try and combat the darkness. I know I can’t get far with what I have right now, but once one step pis taken, it’s a little easier to take the next. The wisdom is knowing where to stop, what to ‘settle’ for when ‘normal’ is still far off on some mystical plane of otherworldly existence.
Anyways, back to taking it easy and trying to think positive thoughts or something.