Today, I’ve found a touch of motivation. That gives me hope that yanno… it is shifting. I went outside and played with my daughter and my husband (at the cost of a headache I’ve not really managed to shake), managed to work on some crochet last night. and otherwise thought about things. I’m still feeling very fragile and slightly concerned that I’m going to do myself in with having a whole two things on the books this week, but I suspect it will be fine, and I will be fine. It’s the anticipation and the room for fretting and worry that does the most harm, I think most would agree.
So then, what am I thinking about? I’m thinking about my crochet, and how I’m going to progress it. I’m thinking about buckling down to study for my driving test, at least, the written part. It’s hard for me to get into that nitty gritty without a deadline staring me in the face; all that time in the Air Force taught me how to study when the pressure is on, and how to make it count. I’m sure that sounds cocky, but I generally managed to have very high scores on my tests in both the military and school, so I think it’s fair to say I have some idea of how to make it count.
Anyhoos, I am enjoying myself and the rather pleasant weather this evening, so I am going to get back to that. Hope everyone on the other side is having a good day/evening!