‘What is this?’ I ask myself. What it appears to be is Surprise, Anxiety! Thanks body and mind — did we really need to take the sudden rise of energy and drive and convert it fully to ‘Hahahaha you’re jittery!’? Bah.
I’m fine, mainly. I’m just bemusedly annoyed that I feel like I should be swimming in chamomile in the hopes of soothing inexplicable jumpiness. It makes it hard to take this slow return to ‘normal’ energy and make use of it ’cause my focus is terrible and yanno… jumpy. There are things to do and read and see that I ‘need’ to do and can’t ’cause I can’t get my head to come to the right place.
Anyways, back to trying to do a productive day of work!