I know, I know, I’m getting really crap at updating. I guess that’s the downside of going back up; I don’t have any mope to drip out. And even if I did, my head is occupied with trip planning; it feels really good to be going back to my home turf. I’ve not had an extended stay in my home town since 2003 when I was between bases. While many things that made it home are long gone (as in, 99% of my hangouts), there are still many things I can share with my family that show part of who I am. It gives me the strength to take charge and organize things, and that’s pretty neat.
I’m still going to make sure to talk to my doctor about the things that concern me. What he thinks about getting checked for ADD/ADHD. What he’d suggest for the medicine-exacerbated morning grogginess. That we progress with upping my dose as he recommended months ago, that we make sure to get something going for anxiety. It was naive of me to think I would get pregnant as quickly this time, and while I avoid using the ‘r’ word? I do regret the last few months of under-medicated super-crap depression. I robbed myself of better times there, yo. And while I do hope that it won’t take too much longer to get #2 baking, I’m definitely not going to shoot myself in the foot again!
So yeah, there’s that. I’m doing okay. I hope all of you are doing decently as well.