There’s not much rattling around in my brainbox right now, for which I am grateful. While it means slight annoyance that I can’t remember the interesting point I wanted to talk about, it also means the brain isn’t generating a pile of bullcrap for me to stress out over. Maybe it’s just seeing the good in the bad, but hey – one must count blessings where they exist.
Other small things include my growing competence typing things out on this, my tiny tiny netbook, as well as having completed my first story! It’s a 248 word flash fiction, but it was something, and it means I’ve managed to circumvent my brain’s insistence that I write nothing until I finish my NaNo story. I also made some minor progress on that, so there are two more little things to be grateful for.
Past that, I’m still feeling fragile enough to be engaging in avoidant behavior. I usually stay parked up on LotRO on the server where I’m an officer so I can monitor chat; I’ve not been there in days. I’m hoping I might nudge back in tomorrow, but right now? I thought I was fine the other day and I cursed someone out, which means I’m probably not quite fit for people right now. I feel no shame in admitting this; introvert + fragility = good idea to step back and care for oneself.
Anyways, maybe the thing I wanted to talk about will come back to my mind for tomorrow… we’ll see!