Well, not as dramatic as all that… but I am feeling on the edge. It could be hormonal. All I know is the irritibility is on the rise and that my buffer feels thinner. Whatever the case, bipolar is definitely a grab-bag of fun. *rolls eyes*
I’m tired, too, though I’m not sure if that ties to anything, or is just general fatigue. Fatigue is probably the best word; my arms feel somewhat leaden, and all in all there’s sort of a rattling hollowness instead of vigour. I don’t know if it’s Family Cold Round Four or something different. It just is what currently is, to my mild annoyance and resignation.
Ah well… so it goes. All I can do for now is try to be mindful of things, and hope I can keep myself on an even keel.