Now that the week is over, I feel drained. I’m wiped out, feeling slightly edgy, and it feels like I can’t open my ‘mouth’ online without inviting annoying people. Add in the fact that I’m in dire need of a bath… well. *chuckles* I’ll manage to muster one tomorrow, if only for the sake of my appointment on Monday. I always feel a need to present some semblance of functionality… which probably works against me. But in my head, one cannot take another seriously if they don’t make the effort, yanno?
But yeah, floppy and somewhat resigned to… something something. Fate? It wearies me to think about what could come out of the appointment; I’m pretty sure that their infrequency adds to this. But it’s not like I can demand more appointments really if I don’t technically need them, right? Okay, I think I’m supposed to technically be in talking therapy as well, but considering that section of the local health care proviso lied to me about my appointments and have since refused to contact me, not much I can do about that (and, admittedly, I don’t want to either. I’m confident I’m the 30% that doesn’t respond to such a set-up based on family therapy-related experiences growing up).
Anyhoos, I’m going to go drink my coffee, try to relax, try to think about double-checking and adding to my notes, and all in all doing to best to make the most of doing little-to-nothing. 🙂