Good morningnoon from the homestead. I opted to stay home today ’cause hey, I had work with me, and because I felt like it. I’m sort of glad I did — another sneaky wave of dizziness snuck up on me once the family cleared out. It wasn’t that bad though, so yanno… progress in the right direction.
My mood is holding fairly stable, for which I’m grateful. It doesn’t really give a lot to talk about, but that’s okay too. I am definitely enjoying the quiet in my brain. I’m not sure I’ll ever stop enjoying that — it’s just so soothing, peaceful. As if, perhaps, I will some day manage to crack the concept of actually relaxing my poor meatbag self. It’s such a novel concept, hee hee — the average joe doesn’t appreciate how good they have it in that regard!
That isn’t to say that I’m feeling all the way normal, either. Tonight is Stitch ‘n Bitch, and part of me very much wishes to stay hiding here at home and to not operate a motor vehicle. I’m sure it’ll be fine though — I’ve spoon enough to know that I can overcome my brain’s attempts to be panicky in that regard. I might have to resort to making a list to get my brain moving and cooperating, but that’s not exactly a dire thing to write down like… three things.
*makes list exist*
Right then, back to trying to wake up, and then hopefully — do some of the things!