Bah
I’m getting to the point where my brain starts freaking out and thinking that I’ve been dropped from mental health care. I have yet to receive notification of my next appointment, and while I knew it would be a few … Continue reading →
Tag Archives: crafting
Back to the World
Have I mentioned how awesome and considerate my husband is? I have? Well, I’ll keep doing it, because he deserves every iota of acknowledgment. Anyways, this is only tangential to him, other than him having forethought on how to help … Continue reading →
Invisibility Spell, Please
Part of me today and yesterday feels wonderful enough to exist. I’m enjoying the things I’m doing, and I’m doing things that I enjoy. Then there’s this other part of me that is so swamped with anxiety that I desperately … Continue reading →
Awake
While I’m fairly confident that I’m pulling out of depression a bit (seasonal maybe? Reverse SAD? Will have to ask the doctor), I’ve noticed that awake is trying to push in. It’s insomnia, sort of, in that I’m very very … Continue reading →
Keep Moving
Today, I’ve found a touch of motivation. That gives me hope that yanno… it is shifting. I went outside and played with my daughter and my husband (at the cost of a headache I’ve not really managed to shake), managed … Continue reading →
Kinetic
My hands continue to need to do, but mainly mindless things. I spent last night sewing and crocheting, and tonight I’m going to bake a cake. These aren’t particularly brain-intensive chores. What is brain-intensive is trying to write and research … Continue reading →
Enjoyment, Relief
My little party yesterday went well… I think. I know that I throw a good relaxing shindig, but that doesn’t prevent the mind from panicking that I did it all wrong, that it was boring, that… well. I’m sure my … Continue reading →
For No Reason
Yesterday’s appointment at the hospital went splendidly. It was merely a check-up in the scheme of things, and I got two students in the room for a bonus. I like being a test case for students; as my husband puts … Continue reading →
Two: Too Good!
I mentioned that I had two little goals yesterday – writing a letter, and doing a simple crochet pattern. To my joy, I’ve completed both; the letter is in the mail, and my phone is nestling in its ‘sassy’ new … Continue reading →
Neutral
Ah, it’s a perfectly lovely word, isn’t it? Though it’s cheered up here by changing weather (I love both storms and sunshine, and today is seeing both), and little semi-optional quests. For example, one of my friends wrote the next … Continue reading →