Nothing Much Today
It’s a nice day to chill out, so I shall. Flopsville, population me, here I come! <3
Monthly Archives: March 2012
Brain Wars
One thing that has always made my life difficult has been the fight with my brain to maintain some form of sanity. Racing thoughts and intrusive thoughts often band together to make an incredibly difficult inner dialog to shake off. … Continue reading →
Proving It
While it is a common condition of humankind to be concerned with what others think, I try to not let such get to me. We all make judgments, we all get judged – such is life. I think it’s realistic … Continue reading →
The (Potential) Reprecussions of Honesty
While I subscribe to a philosophy of trying to honestly share what’s going on in my head, and my life and times, I have to wonder if I’ve started crossing a line that should not be crossed. For instance, will … Continue reading →
Cross-Posted From My Private Blog
I’m choosing to cross-post from my other blog rather than writing the same thing two different ways. For those who read both, I apologise in advance for the redundancy. I expect you’ll get something fresher tomorrow if I manage to … Continue reading →
Not Quite Yet, Not Quite Me
Still not quite up to talking about the other day; I’m pretty much wiped still. Add in the fact that there’ still crampage… yech. I know, sounds like I’m being a total baby, but let me put it to you … Continue reading →
-Void-
The upshot of surviving a suicidal-pushing depressive episode is how empty it leaves you feeling. Maybe it’s just me, but having all that sudden rage and sadness out… it’s a relief. It was horrible, it was terrible, and vanity was … Continue reading →
Unpleasant Lesson Learned
Whelp, today’s lesson is thus – if my physical state is less than optimal, the mind can sneak in and push me right into the darkest recesses of not wanting to exist anymore. I’m bemused and annoyed, insomuch that I … Continue reading →
A Modest Payoff
I am pleased; my efforts of putting myself out there these past few weeks are starting to pay off. While I have blessedly not been inundated with messages, I have been contacted by a handful of friends since starting my … Continue reading →
Maybe Hypo, Maybe Not
One thing that has always made my week-to-week survivability a jungle is not being able to concisely pin down where on the spectrum my mood is. I think I have easier-to-map patterns than many of my other friends with bipolar, … Continue reading →