My good mood from yesterday continues, and is even slightly enhanced by a slight dose of the ‘warm and fuzzies’; I guess there are some endorphins doing something, and I thank their random input. I generally can’t complain, outside of my brain trying to sabotage me with racing thoughts yet again. Brain, why do you constantly want to pick fights? Silly billy, let’s not do that – it serves no purpose. And yet, and yet…
Still, because I am in an otherwise stellar and fuzzy mood, I have the spoonage to squish my brain’s already weak attempts to start crap. It’s a nice break when it’s easy to shoosh the brain’s rampaging attempts down, but in some ways, that makes it even worse when they get really bad. Knowing that you can at any point previous shoosh the brain up and get on living with little to no damage can help one strengthen themselves for the battle, but it can also make it even more frustrating that such a point of badness has been reached. It’s a crapshoot really, and there’s no guaranteed forumla for getting past those oh-so-unlovely road bumps.
So I guess all I can really say is that today is a genuinely pleasant day, and that I embrace it. Even if I’m not up to much of anything, it’s no chore to revel in feeling pleasant, and hoping that everyone else is as well. If not, well… I hope your brain lays off of you soon.
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