Hello tharr! I know, I missed another day — oh well. There’s not much to report, outside of the continued rise of quasi-anxiety. Like, I’m antsy and twitchy and bored, but there’s no energy behind it. Which is a long-standing … Continue reading →
While I’m fairly confident that I’m pulling out of depression a bit (seasonal maybe? Reverse SAD? Will have to ask the doctor), I’ve noticed that awake is trying to push in. It’s insomnia, sort of, in that I’m very very … Continue reading →
One of the things that was the norm in my pre-diagnosis life was rage. I couldn’t think straight, I felt confused and lost and it was incredibly hard to put words in a row in a way that made sense. … Continue reading →
I would like to preface this with saying that I’m doing okay, but yanno… in a rather neutral fashion. I’m fine with this; neutral means balance means semi-stability means holding it together. My kid absolutely loves to draw. If we … Continue reading →
Outside of some mild anxiety a-lurking, the past day or two have been alright. The anxiety isn’t a lot of fun, since it’s basically trying to steal the little bit of resurgent energy and ‘do’ rising up in me… but … Continue reading →
Today’s attempts at gratitude, I think, will be easier… let’s see! It’s a long weekend! Those are always good. The weather seems to be a teense cooler than last weekend, and there is enough of a breeze that we shouldn’t … Continue reading →
‘What is this?’ I ask myself. What it appears to be is Surprise, Anxiety! Thanks body and mind — did we really need to take the sudden rise of energy and drive and convert it fully to ‘Hahahaha you’re jittery!’? … Continue reading →
Today, I’ve found a touch of motivation. That gives me hope that yanno… it is shifting. I went outside and played with my daughter and my husband (at the cost of a headache I’ve not really managed to shake), managed … Continue reading →
It didn’t occur to me until after midnight last night that I’d forgotten to blog here. I thought about backdating just for the same of keeping up my record, but better a broken record than a broken record *rimshot!*. But … Continue reading →
Several of my friends on Livejournal have been trying to post daily a small list of things they are grateful for on that day. I like the idea, though I’ve not given it a whirl yet. It’s hard to think … Continue reading →