My body is doing weird things today, which is only good insomuch that my brain is very distracted and bemused by it. Go home body, you are drunk (‘cept not, ’cause I don’t drink).

Past that, I’m too leaden to really care about much of anything. I’m just… exhausted. No idea why, other than self-spite (lulz). I’m hoping it won’t complicate having to deal with people tonight, but I guess we shall see. I know that I tend to psych myself out when it comes to leaving the house and doing things, but I think most people would if their brain started screaming paranoid things at them. It’s definitely part of why I used to drink heavily; it drownededed out the worst of it.

I guess that’s about it today… there’s really not much on the mind. And as we know feeling decent-to-good tends to not provide a lot of material to write about, ha ha.

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