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  1. I have PTSD, depression, had anger issues and anxiety. I could not survive in an office. People were always judging me. I can’t stand to be around crowds. And the pressure finally led me to a breakdown. I have not been able to work in 2 years, and probably won’t again. But I feel a lot better than I did. Still feel like some people want to tell me just to snap out of it. Take care.

    • My last office experience was working in a scif (aka, warehouse with questionable partitioning). People -always- without fail stood behind my position to talk loudly. So while British office space is (to me) smaller, I’m hoping the combination of how we’ve got things set up, as well as us mainly being answerable to ourselves will help me keep it together. Part of my brain is strongly clinging on to the possibility of being able to retreat back to my mother-in-law’s house… though I’m hoping it doesn’t come to that. Working is good for me; it helps me shut my brain up. But that doesn’t mean that I haven’t given into periods of not working since moving here. Tending to the brain is definitely the highest importance.

      And you take care too.

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