One thing that Dr. K made clear to me last time I saw her is that if I wanted to, I could take my Seroquel morning and night to try and keep things smoothed out. I hadn’t really thought about it until last night, and then again this morning when something disturbed by equanimity before I could even get caffeine in me. I’d commented on it to my husband, and then went ahead and took 200 of the 500mg I had in my pillbox for this evening.
So of course, care to guess who was living in Cloud City all day? Yeah… it’s not been great. I commented to my husband again that I should probably not repeat it because man, fog upon fog. He pointed out wisely that I was technically with a bit too much in my system right now, and that I should give it a bit more time to see if it does any good. I’ve taken my 300mg and am going to top it up with with some melatonin, so fingers crossed it does me good tonight.
Equanimity aside, I’ve been feeling a bit low lately anyways. I’m torn between wondering whether I should ask for a change in my meds now, or wait until I get my next appointment through and ask then. I’m thinking a bit more Zoloft might be called for, but I’m not sure that it’s bad enough to warrant worrying about it yet. Y’all know how it is, rowing this same patch of wossitdoodle. I’m probably more depressed than I realise, but what can I do about it? Oh wait, that’s what I was talking about.
Anyways, we’ll see how that goes. I mainly just wanted to take a second to check in and note that I shifted when I was taking the Seroquel around so that I would hopefully remember to think on it more later.
Hope y’all out there are well.