What the Actual Hell
So like, I wrote my blog post yesterday, and I was all ‘Yeah cool, survived a panic attack, no big deal.’ And then I had another one. What. the fuck. I have never had two before in the same day. … Continue reading →
Tag Archives: anxiety
Wahgarble
Ever have those days where you wake up, and you’re already done with the day? Yeah, that’s me most every day because of chronic fatigue. Today was that to a higher degree, with my only goals being getting laundry washed, … Continue reading →
Of Course. Obviously.
As one might expect, everything went fine with the appointment. We had less than a minute wait to see the doctor, all my tests came back clean, and I’m booked in to have the IUD/coil installed later this month. I … Continue reading →
Stupid Brain/Nervous System *Stabs with Q-Tip*
I have an appointment with my general practitioner (GP) tomorrow, and I am a wreck. I’ve been a wreck for a couple of days now. Brain/body, really, stop this because it’s not cool. You do this for just about every … Continue reading →
Resurfacing
I’m tired. That’s the only word for it. I’ve been tired for days and I’m only just now enough untired to pop up and say hi. Howdy. Because yanno, from Texas originally. It’s been a good sort of busy around … Continue reading →
Down the Pub
One thing that I do to mask my illness enough to look vaguely functional is to operate almost completely out of designated safe spaces. The main one is, of course, my home. I’ve got a safe nest built with lots … Continue reading →
Brain Constipation
I realised last night that I haven’t been blogging at either of my public blogs, and had a bit of an anxiety spike. But then, things have been busy. The littlest one is cutting three teeth at the same time … Continue reading →
Mental Health Awareness Week – Setting the Bar Low. Again.
Like many of my fellow Bipolaratti and friends with other assorted serious mental and/or chronic illnesses, I’m wary as fuck of mindfulness. Hell, I wrote a piece with that exact subject line last month. So unsurprisingly, I am less than … Continue reading →
Agoraphobically Yours?
Yesterday, my husband commented that he’d like for me to come into the office for a few hours to train up on some software we’re going to be using. Fair enough and all, because I need to learn how to … Continue reading →
Brains are Stupid. Triggers are Stupid.
Man so, my brain was being especially stupid yesterday. One of my dearest friends is very active on Tumblr. His account is the only one of more than 1-10 posts a day I follow… not on Tumblr itself because … Continue reading →