Awesome News!
The phone rang earlier today. It said private withheld, so I answered it; ninety nine times out of hundred, that means it’s someone working for the NHS calling. And it was — it was Dr. K. She was checking to … Continue reading →
Tag Archives: counting blessings
*pokes head up*
Why, hello there, Okay so like, I’ve actually been actively avoiding blogging here for a few weeks. Why? Because I went on vacation. It was a great vacation, fyi — I think I managed to relax for the first time … Continue reading →
Eye Twitches and Crazy Mail
My body has continued to make sure that I understand fully that I might not be outwardly stressed, but inwardly is — my right eye has been twitching as if it were trying to take flight for days now, … Continue reading →
Equanimity
Equanimity :noun equa·nim·i·ty \ˌē-kwə-ˈni-mə-tē, ˌe-kwə-\ :calm emotions when dealing with problems or pressure Equanimity has been something that I have been seeking my entire life. Between untreated mental health issues and my not-than-healthy growing up home life, I tended … Continue reading →
The Best Sort of Mistake
So apparently, I was incredibly wrong about something. It turns out that Dr. K wasn’t leaving — she was about to go on vacation and wanted the matter of my Seroquel resolved before she left! Oh man, I cannot express … Continue reading →
Validation
I’ve been in to see my psychiatrist today, and let me tell you, I am feeling so much better even if at the same time I’m feeling soul-crushingly depressed. First of all, I’d not seen her since September. I get … Continue reading →
Shut Up, Jerkbrain (Bored Already)
((Thanks to my friend Sarah for coining ‘jerkbrain’ this morning on Facebook)) Right now, I am joining the lovely Marisa in gritting my teeth and admitting that I am depressed. I’d been teetering on the edge for some time with … Continue reading →
Inaccessible
I am a bit of a wreck right now. Why? Because I had to try to use a phone. I… I really, really, really don’t get on with phones, and I haven’t since about 2002. It gets worse with each … Continue reading →
Keeping Busy and Such
I have to say, there’s not a lot going on in the brainbox. I’ve just been like… doing things ‘as normal’, I guess. There has been knitting, gaming, and socialisation in percentages that suit my preferences. I have had the … Continue reading →
That’s… Probably Not Good
So after feeling so rubbish and depressed at the weekend, I’ve had a really good week? I’ve been really productive in doing work things, though admittedly my daily focus hasn’t extended much past that. I like working, even if it’s … Continue reading →