And by ‘fine’, I mean the ‘original meaning’ of Fucked up, Insecure, Neurotic, Emotional… well okay, the fucked up part, at least. I’ve had headaches that taking paracetamol (Tylenol) made worse in spite of the fact I strictly limit … Continue reading →
My current level of depression can only be described as such — if I could punch myself in the face repeatedly to make it go away, I would do it in a heartbeat. I am soooo not impressed with my … Continue reading →
And so on from that song that was in The Sword in the Stone. This line is the main one of interest. Which is to say yeah, I’m down. I’m keeping it together, but I’m down. I almost started sobbing … Continue reading →
So like, I wrote my blog post yesterday, and I was all ‘Yeah cool, survived a panic attack, no big deal.’ And then I had another one. What. the fuck. I have never had two before in the same day. … Continue reading →
I’m fratigued, and I’ve got a checklist. The Mirena insertion went well. Like, really well, less noticeable than a smear test sort of well. So that’s good. It’s going to be a bit before I get over my terror that … Continue reading →
Yeah yeah yeah, I got a bit quiet again. I had my reasons; I felt that someone was trying to justify harassing me in spite of set boundaries because *gasp* I want to write about my life in my own … Continue reading →
Hey, did you guys know it was the middle of May? Oh… yeah, you guys probably did. It sort of dawned on me yesterday that I’d definitely entered a timeless void bubble. My husband and I discussed it, and I … Continue reading →
I think I accidentally double-dosed myself on the Seroquel last night — whups. Having said that, I slept like the dead and woke up feeling fairly alert. You see, I number the pills in their blister packs so that I … Continue reading →
I think that we are all very brave for standing up and sharing our experiences with having a mental illness. I think we are brave to put our lives out there so people can see they are not alone. Having … Continue reading →
(Cowboy Bebop OST – Rain (lyrics)) Whelp, if you weren’t depressed before, you probably are after listening to that song. Sorry about that, sort of. It popped into my head and I felt it was apt to my mood and … Continue reading →