Roller
I’ve been feeling both up and down lately. I don’t think it’s a mixed episode, though yanno, any feeling of elation is going to make me suspicious… thanks brain, you’re a douche. I mean, it makes sense though. Death is … Continue reading →
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Medicated Mix-Ups
If there’s one thing to know about me, it’s that I loathe using the phone. Undiagnosed/untreated ADHD don’t go well with trying to focus on a crackly voice down a tube with no facial or hand gestures to help parse … Continue reading →
Oh Right… This
I’ve decided as of this morning that I am going to move all the Seroquel back to night time starting tomorrow. This month has been miserable with the fogginess, and I’m not convinced that it’s helped with depression (which is … Continue reading →
Slowly Does It
I’m starting to feel like I’m back to normal… except normal is something completely different now. I don’t know how to explain that exactly, but like. Every day is like all days, in that they’re like none of the days? … Continue reading →
Potato Power?
I had another odd reminder of just how backwards my everything is wired today. With chronic fatigue, making food happen is a chore. So what did I do first thing this morning? Poured some vinegar on some chips that had … Continue reading →
Bit by Bit by Bit by Bit I’m Bit by Bit by…
Yeah okay, I don’t know where I was going with that. I think that sort of encapsulates everything really, ha ha. I’m just sort of mucking by. It’s been mainly tolerable, though I’ve had a couple random semi-severe anxiety spikes … Continue reading →
A Comedy of Errors
I realized yesterday morning that I had missed taking my antidepressant on Friday morning — whups! That might explain some of my irritability, or it might have just been coincidence. One thing I did note with some bemusement was that … Continue reading →
The Wrong Pins
Happy Sunday and all of that. I hope everyone is keeping cool. We’ve got our air conditioning unit running here in the lounge, but it only can do so much against the brutality that is the British summer sun (trust … Continue reading →
Knackered
knack·ered (nkrd) adj. Chiefly British Very tired; exhausted. Yup, that sounds about right. I shouldn’t feel quite this worn down by my reckoning. All I did was go to the sporting goods store with the family to look at … Continue reading →
Scatterbrain
I think I accidentally double-dosed myself on the Seroquel last night — whups. Having said that, I slept like the dead and woke up feeling fairly alert. You see, I number the pills in their blister packs so that I … Continue reading →